Friday, October 17, 2008

HAPPY B'DAY TO MEEH!!!!







so well.here comes october 18...MY HAPPY B'DAY...with no ideas..how happy it will be..no plans..no apppointments..no parddy....(planned)..and obviusly no ideas about any SURPRISE that awaits me..(if by any chance it is..)...




sitting here 2 hrz before my bday actually begins...quiet...too much with myself..no sound..the feeling of 'ennui' encroaching upon my not-so-important thoughts...

missing sumone..A BEEP..wishing for sumone...praying for sumone..(AND ALL THESE 'SUMONE' ARE DIFFERENT)..

sipping little coffee..aahh..pricked my tongue...

realising that time flies away...

waits for none..not for me..not for anyone..years have passed..eighteen long ones..
days have passed after i had a blast on 18..last year...

um missing few of my best-est ons..


have moved away from a few closed ones..

life has changed...

a lot has come into it-a lot has left..


things have moved on fast...

so fast that i havent noticed a lot of them...
for a few of them i feel happy that they happened..for the rest..wateva..!!!

those precious moments of the year...are here...in my heart..somewhere in the corner..where no one can see...

aahh!!! another good year....

happy budday nickku...!!!!

cheerz!!!


Wednesday, October 8, 2008

MY ANGEL :) (as insisted!!)




hmm.. so lemme tell u a li'l abt the situation this poem was written in...well, it was written last night (better reffered to as today morning..)..4 o'clock..almost..when a loved one wished for a poem..written in absolutely fucking..n crap mind-state..finished in almost less than 12 min...



"aree..plz betu suna de na..bahut mann kar raha hai.."he said..

so this onez for you 'swetz'...;)



MY ANGEL



when sad you feel..
or kicked by a bad flu..
when u search for a smile...
but sadness sticks like a glue..
don't be worried..
all problems he 'll mend..
and if he won't do it himself..
an angel he will send..!!
may not ride down a rainbow..
may not hav a divine glow..
may not give ur life a hard blow..
but maybe shez the one writing this..
maybe shez sumone you already know..!!

may not be a princess jumped out of a fairy tale..
may not be as bright as a precious jewel for sale..
may not wash your worries in a quick flow..
maybe shez the one writing this..
maybe shez sumone you already know..!!
can i be your angel n fill color in ur life..
soft to cuddle and guard u tight..
everytime wen u share..everytime il care..
and wen all leave ur side..i promise il stick there..
don't know wat i can do for you..
cant bring the water up wid a tide..
cant swim a river..
cant walk the desert so wide..

cant explain what u mean to me..
cant tell you how much i love you..
cant tell u the things i'd do..
but da..

can i still be the angel for you...??





love:nickku..d gr8!!


FIRST TAG (COURTESY~MS.BEEP!!)

(v) smoked a cigarette--> hmm...once in full knowlege of fattuz mommy..on her roof top 3 at night..

() done some form of dope

( ) crashed a friend's car

( v) stolen a car-->hehe..yup...cousins..toy car..it was a dare

(v) been in love -->i guess tats the problem...tat um not in love wid him...

( v) been dumped-->kinda recently..even been two-timed apne pure hosh-o-hawaaz me..

() shoplifted

() been fired

() been in a fist fight

() sneaked out of your parent's house .

(v) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back--> wat if its the other way round??

( v) gone on a blind date-->hehe...hell yess!!! april 5th..mocha...it was...aaahhh!!!(:P)

(v) lied to a friend -->hihihi...lott ov them...

( v) skipped school -->thrice...jumped walls..sneaked out of the main gate even..serius fun...

( ) seen someone die

(v) had a crush on one of your internet friends--> Ahem ..it even went beyond just a crush..did turn into a relation..n well..rest...furgt it..

() been to Singapore .

( ) been to Mexico

(v) been on a plane -->Big deal?

(v) eaten sushi And felt pukish.

( ) been skiing-snow or water

(v) met someone from the internet--> hehe...hmm april the 5th....

() been at a concert

() taken painkillers

(v) love someone or miss someone right now--> hmm..yes.a stupid idiot..

(v) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by--> too often.

() made a snow angel

(v) had a tea party-->not tea exactly..not even parddyy exactly..!!

(v) flown a kite -->Ahaan. I love it. but most of the time im there at the top i prefer BIRD-watching..taz more fun..hehe

(v) built a sand castle -wish to...

( ) gone puddle jumping

( ) played dress up-->hell..yeah!!

(v) jumped into a pile of leaves -->not leaves as such was hay..i guess sum of it has entered my empty brain too..it now is the main ingredient inside;)

( ) gone sledding

(v) cheated while playing a game -->fair play...well wazz tat??

(v) been lonely -->prefer being lotta times...

(v) fallen asleep at work/school -->all the geography classes..all the physics ones too.. :D

() used a fake ID .

(v) watched the sun set -->deep Sigh..along wid watchn i also hav a nag of capturing it in my faltu camera..i jus love the red sky..

() watched someone sleep .

( v) felt an earthquake-->after my 12th board physics ppr..pairo tale zameen khisak gyi thi..

(v) slept beneath the stars -->n loved it

() been tickled .

(v) been robbed -->quite a lot ov times..

(v) been misunderstood -->as always...

() pet a reindeer/goat/kangaroo

(v) won a contest -->Quite. A. Few.one made me...meet john...yeee...see the pic in my side bar..yipee-wipee woo hoo!!

( ) run a red light/stop sign-->cant count the no ov times now..

( ) been suspended from school

( ) been in a car crash

( ) had braces

(v) felt like an outcast/third person-->common story..

( v) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night-->luurrvvee..ice-creams..

(v) had deja vu--> Err..all the time..

(v) danced in the moonlight -->yupz..loved it..one party nite il neva eva furget...

(v) liked the way you looked -->my first n last love - SELF-LOVE...hihi how true..!!!

( ) witnessed a crime

(v) questioned your heart -->every night..

() been obsessed with post-it notes

(v) squished mud through your bare feet ;)

(v) been lost -->most ov the times..i hav the worst direction sense u knw...:D

( ) been on the opposite side of the country

(v) swam in the ocean -->mumbai??

(v) felt like dying -->once every two hrz..

(v) cried yourself to sleep -->Sigh..read my blog posts..tazz the first line..many a times..

(v ) played cops and robbers-->even other foolish games..lov 'em all..

(v) recently colored with crayons--> quite a lot this month n last one..made cards for few lovely ppl..

() sang karaoke

.(v) paid for a meal with only coins -->hell...naah!! a farishta saved me frm the embaressment..(v) done something you told yourself you wouldn't -->YAESSSSSSS. is that a question? i guess tats a fact...

(v) made prank phone calls -->Fuck. hell lott..

(v) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose--> ding dong...

( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue

(v) danced in the rain -->Aaahhhhhh...love it!in the rain walking on the road..with...^~^

(v ) a letter to Santa Claus-->i wanted a twin..was 7 tat time..i wanted sumone who cud go to skool tk my place..i dunno why..cuz now i so miss goin to skul..

( ) been kissed under the mistletoe..:D

( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about ..

(v) blown bubbles--> last nite..love it!!

( ) made a bonfire on the beach

( ) crashed a party

( ) gone roller skating

(v) had a wish come true--> Quite a few

( ) jumped off a bridge

( ) ate dog/cat food

( ) told a complete stranger you loved them

(v) kissed a mirror--> hihi...lot many times..

(v) sang in the shower--> All the time(sang....doubtful..screamed i guess)

(v) had a dream that you married someone-->long bak..my french sir..first crush..

(v) glued your hand to something--> to sumbodys hand..3hrz of the movie..;)

(v) kissed a photo--> yes!! yess!! yess!!

() climbed a water tower

( ) screamed at the top of your lungs

( ) done a one-handed cartwheel

(v) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours--> ha had been a routine..lil time bak..longest was 10 in nite to 7 in the morning..had my chemistry board practical tat day..read not even a word...dint even regret..as if studying helped the othr felows..impression on teachers does wonders..!!

() picked and ate an apple right off the tree

(v) climbed a tree -->peepal tree(nokia) at skul..

( ) had a tree house

(v) been too scared to watch a scary movie alone---> Forever.

( ) believe in ghosts

( v) have more than 30 pairs of shoes -->bachpan se ajtak to yes..otherwise...naah!!.

() worn a really ugly outfit to school

() gone streaking

() gone doorbell ditching

(v) been pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on-->hell yeah..at 3 in the morning..in the month of january....*shivers*

( ) told you're hot by a complete stranger

(v ) broken a bone-->brotherz..playing some stupid doctors help....

() been easily amused .

( ) caught a fish then ate it

() caught a butterfly .

(v) laughed so hard you cried--> Hmmm..!

( ) cried so hard you laughed

(v) cheated on a test--> Errr..countless no of times...

(v) forgotten some one's name--> neva-eva..hav a gud memory..very gud actually

( ) French braided some one's hair

() gone skinny dipping in a pool/hot tub/river

( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house or been kicked out of your house-->every week's dose..

(v) loved someone so much you would gladly die for THEM -->hmmm...no doubts abt this one..there are a few ppl in tat zone..(

( ) cheated on someone--> hell..neva..neva even will..

(v) talk to yourself when no one's around -->i do tat sumtimes even wen ppl are around..landed into embaressing situations a lotta timz!!

() hate someone you once loved

( v) love someone you once hated-->well..i kinda fall in love very esily..

(v) kissed the phone for the person on the other side ------>>yeaaaaaaah..

(v) kissed the person on the other side of the phone --->>>well....yyyyeeaaaah!!!.

phew!!! tat was longg....quite longg...though the answerz aint too funny or pun-intended..but yeah..they are true..as true as they cud be..

\,,/ rock on!!

cheerz~nickku..!!