'DIL SE DOST KE LIYE DIRECT DIL-SE..'

"They say God sends 

people in your life for a REASON..

sometimes or a for a while 

and some for a season..

but with you i know it is for a lifetime..

ok cut, this time, 

NO RHYME.. :p"

ahem-ahem! so, somebody has just kissed another year a 'goodbye'..... HAPPY BUDDAY BEEP! :) ..

ok.. SAKSHI ARORA..i guess people already know her here..she's one of those rare-strange-souls..that u come across in life

 very rarely...believe me when i say it..

"special" is the word maybe i will use to describe someone like her...one of a kind..totally boisterous-merrymaking types..(just like meeh!) :p

remember BEEP! you asked me once.."agar mere jaise 'psycho' dost ho tere, to kya hoga??" and i replied.." hoga kya.. KHOOB JAMEGI YAAR..!!"..and see i was right..:)

she makes the last piece of this puzzle fall right into place...

"people come into your life for a REASON, a 

SEASON or A LIFETIME..when u figure it out..that's when things fall into place.." :)

* when they come for a REASON..

it is usually to meet a need (i needed a tucchi dost..)..you've expressed outwardly or inwardly..(i asked God..that why was my life so not-happening n see he sent you..for the 'twist' ;) )

* when they come for a SEASON..

'cuz maybe its your turn now to spend a lot of time with them..learn grow and share...

* but when she came i somehow knew it was for a LIFETIME..she won't change like the seasons do..now will she leave when the 'reason'* is over and the need has been met..i knew she would stay for as long as ...ummmm....which one is longer? FOREVER or ALWAYS?? :)

"forever friends are such 

who smile it up and live it through..

who are as crazy as ever

 just like ME AND YOU!!"

ok... maybe we are not the 'best friends'...but perhaps! we are like the enemies that can't do without each other.. :p

let's parrdy BEEP!!... today is the day when my prayer (for a 'dil-se-dost') was fulfilled long ago.. :p

HAPPY BUDDAY BEEP!! (BTW, how old are you?? :p)

:) thanx for being there buddy...have fun..!

LOVE :BEEP!

* ofcourse she is here for a 'reason'...yes! because i needed her to be.. :)

is HEAVEN in the yellow pages?

a very simple and poignant poem.... i loved it..

 IS HEAVEN IN THE YELLOW PAGES?

Mommy went to Heaven, 

but I need her here today, 

My tummy 

hurts and I fell down, 
I need her right away. 
Operator can you tell me 

how to find her in this book?

Is heaven in the yellow part, 
I don't know where to look. 
I think my daddy needs her too, 
at night I hear him cry. 

I hear him call 

her name sometimes, 
but I really don't know why.

Maybe if I call her, 
she will hurry home to me. 
Is Heaven very far away, 
is it across the sea? 
She's been gone a long, long time 
she needs to come

 home now! 
I really need to reach her,

but I simply don't know how. 

Help me find the number please, 
is it listed under "Heaven"? 
I can't read these big, big words, 
I am only seven. 
I'm sorry operator, 

I didn't mean to make you cry, 
Is your tummy hurting too, 
or is there something in your eye?

If I call my church maybe they will know. 
Mommy said when we need help, 
that's where we should go. 
I found the number to my church 
tacked up on the wall. 
Thank you operator, 
I'll give them a call.

:'(

Falling Leaves


I was thinking of old friends today

and how many of them have slipped away.

Moved, got married, or stopped calling so much,

Found new friends, got busy, and just lost touch.

It reminded me of falling leaves .

Every autumn the leaves fall from the trees.

Some stay longer than others, but eventually -

Each leaf must fall, I'm told,

leaving the tree alone to face the cold.

Why is it that in the time of utmost need

the leaves would seek to leave the tree?

And when we need our friends around

we look and they cannot be found?

Of course these friendships come and go

and in the spring new leaves will grow.

But I prefer autumn friends of old

with crackling laughter and colors bold.

And then I thought of you.

That one stubborn leaf that won't let go.

That clings despite the winds that blow.

Fighting ice, and snow, and winter's stings

Hanging on right through till spring.

So I guess that's what you are to me -

The very last leaf to leave the tree.

I know it seems silly, but it's true.

When I see that last leaf...I think of you.


....don't drift away.... will you???

although it is not my own creation...but still a lot of things in my life right now are no less than shedding autumn leaves...

but that again reminds me of a quote....

"When a leaf falls from a tree, it is not falling,it is just setting itself free!!!"

so maybe their is positive side for all this that is happening...

i choose to have faith...

cheerz..
love ~nix!

TIDINGS

............................................ this is how my mind has been after i posted the last time..EMPTY...

i thought of writing about the 'christmas-time'...and started watching THE OC~best christmukha ever... (the fourth time perhaps...still as occupying as it had been the first time..)...

then i thought i'd blog about the only thing i do almost regularly..(except usual stuff of eating sleeping and bein angry n crying..) which is watching the OC series..but didn't cuz i was too busy watchig it then actually writing about it...ufff!!!

then came 'the new year'
had 5 ultimate parrdddy plans....all got canceled..and i spent the night all alone..in my room with all my stuffies...and books...studying...tch...fu@k...WAT A NEW YEAR...!!!

and the post went TING~A~LING....

n the last i thought was that i'd write one of my most favourite article...which is actually from my english paper..10th preboard...FEMINISM...and after good one week of starting it...it still finds its place in the drafts..poor me!...

and finally having nothing else complete and worthy to be posted um putting this tag on my blog since i have absolutely nothing to keep my blog alive otherwise..
~sad disgusted and biggest procrast of the time....
=(


1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3.Something I have and you want?
4.Give me a nick name and explain why you picked it.
5.Describe me in one word.
6.What was your first impression of me?
7.Do you still think that way about me now?
8.What reminds you of me?
9.If you could ever give me one thing, what would it be?
10.How well do you know me?
11.How do you see me in the future?
12. Something you wanted to tell me but couldn't.
13.Are you going to put this on your blog to see what I say about you?


comment and take the tag to your blog to see wat i answe..
looking forward to writing some stuff..AND POSTING IT TOO...
~ NIX