"I SUCK*"

totally...as a friend..as a kid...as a person...as a 'NOBODY'...hell!! yeah!!...even as a complete stranger...

BEWARE!

*suck=Be inadequate or objectionable or unwanted..

(for all those who are congenitally pervert..)

*SIGH*

LAST WISH

I scribble..I doodle..
It’s a dream from my fable..
I’m writing on this paper..
It’s lying on my table..!!

I dream of a place..
It’s a world in itself..
I dream of a place..
With fairies and elf..!!

Its love all around..
The sky hugs the ground..
Beyond the trees I try to see..
It’s a beautiful place for just..
You and me..!!

I dream of place..
It has the sea most wide..
I dream of a place..
With you by my side..!!


Its cold all around..
Calm water..Makes no sound..
I’m talking of the place.
Where our our new home I see..
I’m talking of the place..
Where together we’d be..!!

But ouch!! Something hurts..
Why am I in all this pain..
Why am I loosing my sight..
Am I falling into sleep yet again??

What is this place..
Is it the same dream?
Flowers on my window..
Are shining under the ‘divine’ beam!!

Aah!! It hurts again//
Yet again I feel the pain..
Why is everyone around me crying?
Is it just this dream..
Or am I REALLY DYING??

The man I saw in my dream..
Is here, holding my hand..
I struggle to look at his finger..
Yeah!! It still has our wedding band..!!

Fire and fire,
Was suddenly, all I could see..
Fire oh fire..
Its prey the other night was..
‘POOR ME!’

He asked me for a wish..
I hunted for a perfect reply..
It was my ‘LAST WISH’ after all..
How could he deny??

‘I LOVE YOU’ , I said..
‘BUT DEATH IS CLEVER…
KEEP ME ALIVE IN YOUR HEART..
AND BE MINE FOREVER..!!’


just may be an hour more of the 'death-play'..and the girl collapsed into the world of 'nothingness'..the poem is written about a girl who fell victim to a fire hazard..just 2 days after her engagement party..she was forced to go into 'the-dreamless-long-slumber'..jus when she started to dream of her coming new life..it was an incident i came across a few months back..and again in a dream..4 days back..

P.S.~it took me almost 2 days to write this poem..mainly because of my struggle with myself to recollect the incident..which i promised to myself..i never will..but yeah!! its finally out..and out beautifully..phew!!

may her soul 'REST IN PEACE..'

AMEN!!

PEEK ~ IN

a lot happened since i penned down down my last post and jotted down this one latest...


i guess it has almost been 3 weeks, i turned 19..(biiieeeeggg gurl:P)...had fun partied..went out of town..deepawli..had an ear surgery..and more...the only thing i did not do i guess..was posting here...and yeah!!! i missed it...was on rest..wasnt allowed to surf even..(hrmphh!!!)..but now..um out of my long slumber!!! and posting...


along with all the other things...i did..i also finished 2 of the novels...that i had been reading..(actually not-really-reading)..since 2months i guess....

have nothing much to write here...just a small poem..i read in one of the books..the other night..post in your comments if u like-it..(the poyam :P)

THE BOOK OF LIFE :)

dog-eared covers

enclose fading text..

missing pages i seek

unknown chapters ahead..!!!

writing my dreams

in the blank pages ahead..

line after line filled

with hopes in my head..!!!

it may well..change,

like chalk on slate..

but atleast il know

the author was me..

NOT MY FATE..!!!!

\,,/

CHEERZ!

lv:nickku :